The narrator was embarrassed as he did not have his shoes and his clothes were wierd. He didn’t have study material. He had no backpack. He had the feeling of insecurity. All things appeared strange to him. He was shocked deeply and seemed frustrated. The words uttered by him were: ‘‘was I destined to be an outcast a geek all my life? I didn’t want to grow up’ change or have to handle life, if it was to going to be this way.” ‘I just wanted to curl up and die’. These words reveal his fear and insecurity.